I just want to get one thing straight: I am not a whore or slut, or hootchie mama. I have had almost 200 people visit my blog and I think it is only because of my name, and once you open it you're like, "oh.. never mind".. Yeha, that's right! I am a loser. My job orientation is in less than a week! Ah, I am so excited! Now I can pay my brother back.. Hehehe.. "Llama boy" Is so freggin hot, I don't care what anyone thinks, even if he is in love with some slutty girl... I can still stare, :) I finally got what I wanted, a date. Long story, but I don't.. AHHH!!! He is a sophomore for crying out loud! And I only think of him as a friend.. DECA districts kinda sucked. I guess I am disappointed I did not win anything, but it was just, blah.... Long day. I saw A Guy Thing last night and it SUCKED! There was a lot of nasty things in it and I think it should have been rated R. I really wanted to see Darkness Falls, but Kelsey is a chicken, so what can I say... I still need to read like 100 pages of My Antonia, and practice my music, especailly HASTINGS!!! I feel bad becuase my parents anniversary is Feb. 14th and I wanted to do something for them, but I won't be here, and now they want to drive 3 hours to see my dumb concert and I told them not to, but they won't listen. Oh well, maybe they will decide to do something for themselves and enjoy at night ALONE. I am so clingy to my parents. I refused to go the comissary to pick up some groceries, but I gave in, thinking my dad would make me clean all day. I think I am coming down with the flu. I really need to take my medicine, but it makes me all weird and I go pyhsco, kinda like Dr. Jekely (sp)and Mr. Hyde, but "Llama vs. Girl who is high, and moody, and grouchy, and emotional". My new obsession is: TEA!! I love the green, sleeptime tea.. Well I am going to go read my stupid book. Peace out to all of my homies..